4/13/14
reality versus dreams
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbRU-HbsqUw&list=PLlBHU2doSxxy3pZpBfL8yYnt_Jsy_EV1l
CREEEEPY! I had dreams of the lead vocalist of Foxes. She is beautiful, with bangs and nice big elmond eyes. I am feeling good in the dream, saw it. I've been seeing her face in my dreams and her soul vibrates with the rest of me. I don't know how this relates to real life. There's a beating happening to the whole of me and it won't stop till I get down.
ALright, so I'm currently obsessed with dreams and its effects on people, their current situation and their ability to perceive and dig deep to move forward in the future. I haven't gone mad thinking about my future, but am madly into diving into it with a smile, without pride and an attitude to move with life persevering, mildly wild and yet capable of humble love.
If I'd be starting a dream journal, who knows. It sounds crazy, I just might do it right here, right now.
1/3/14
Billie Holiday - Gloomy Sunday (1941)
I stopped to think why on earth am I here for? Why in this world should we cry out for things we don't have? Are we really that disintegrated with reality? Doing things for the sake of money, for power and for freedom. We may not care so much about the consequences, but we're sure to reap what we sow, or just take anything that results in our inactions. We see things on the outside and pretend we didn't notice our own.
1/2/14
Tom Odell - Another Love (Zwette Edit)
on my way to angeles city to have an online english class with koreans...
12/31/13
Ferosity
In time, bits of goodness will be available to us
Producing an explosive release for mankind
NO one knows who or why it happens
We just let it, like a snake uncoiling
Making us reach higher grounds
Away from this killer hole
What have we done?
I never knew I'd chase it down
We go down down down
Into flames of perversion
You are not a device I can use
TO make this head function
There may be a bit of scarcity
Of communication of all sorts
But I know love will suffice
Longer than anything in this world
10/15/13
painstaking love (peace without love is dead)
Tell me if you'll be leaving soon
I'll prepare the tears I'll cry
'Coz they'll never come , no not tomorrow
You were never there, so why why should we try
When all we are is a still drawing
Please, don't make me blind
YOu'll never make me eat out of your palm
Even if you've served up my favorite.
We were so close to reaching the top
Then you sprang up aching to be pampered
Said I couldn't be the one to satisfy
Incessant needs, like a heart needs air supply.
Yes, I've come to a boiling point
I've never been so hot and piercing before.
So why bother cooling me down
No, you're not why this is so
You're not my source of heat
Even if I burn up I'll never burn out.
9/13/13
Panicking martyr
Look, look look at you
An obvious dreamer
Lucid as a businessman
WOn't you take me high
High, high, high
Up in the sky
AImless, but with courage
IF youmust soar on wings
Mke your flight count
YOu, you carefree you
DOn't you stop dreaming!
See see see the flawless wonders
YOu don't have to ponder
Why you care too much and how deep
YOur love is for the world, and it pierces
Innate possibilities abide because of love.
Love is not going to break you
It can make you but you need the pain.
7/15/13
wrestling with a serpent
I'm strong and so are you! How could you be so unamazed
When all of this means scarcity in the form of lust
I'm not my whole self, the way I was before
Before when I myself succumbed to my foe
My foe my foe, who is my foe?
NO one, you're not fighting anything.
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