black night

In this lifetime, we shall see each other in the eye And together, make this world a better place For all humanity and bless each other with love. You asked me, "how do you love?" I simply answered, "like this" and kissed you. Your lips, your lips have begun to be alive Once more, enduring the pain around us We have been intertwined and as we close in The world seemed to grow a little bit too small We have just become so big and conquered all. Tonight seems too far, but seeing the black Reminds me of my shadows, my complicated life And now i want to see your face clear in the night Please do say you saw me stretched out reaching For you, my love, my one and only.

Love's the answer

It seems so appealing, ever consuming, this ablazing fire has burned my soul into perfection! Triumph! I call to the Lord for Salvation! I will never give this up, I will continue this 'till that day--- that day when You will unite with all of us, oh Father. Tell all the world You have found me, let them know You have carried me once again into Your loving arms. There's no way I'm going back.

january transitions

The day is setting, I'm sipping my soup.
Where am I, where's ,my crew?
I thought you were gonna call,
But my cellphone stays silent.
My clouded mind sits still,
Waiting, just waiting for answers.
Is it just you who sits on it?
BAby, I wouldn't regret it.
You make me calmer than prozac.
My instinct tells me I hit the jackpot!
Will you still be here tommorow?
I hope you don't flake on me.

thank you

You didn't know how much this costs
For you to be livin' like that,
We used to be so amused and laughin',
Now I'm forced to see through you.

It never is plain and healthy
Since you've left, everything's cold
Even my tea that needs to be hot.
Give me something to ponder upon.

redemption song

I don't know how to write You a love song 'coz all it says is "it hurts"
Before You took my heart it was just a piece of organ,
But now it's providing life for all of us.
I don't know how to give you wisdom 'coz all You are is intelligent.
Before you took my soul it was just a floating spirit,
But now it's carelessly making us flutter through eternity.

I'm now here, here with You moving mountains,
Chasing the sunset out of some place we don't know.
This freedom I know is in fruitition
Let's not waste every beating heart.
For I know it only beats for you, Jesus.

Time is slowly ticking, we're growing fast.
No one knows why we live--are we still alive?
Taking the steps is making a way for lost ones
Why do we hesitate to make a move?
All I am is a servant, working hard for my fill
I gotta, gotta have my fill of freedom!

all falls into pieces

I smelled your scent, it is liberating
The flames in your eyes are burnin'
You always keep a calm posture
Even on the inside, you're on fire!

Let's take a peak in the past,
See what it's like to ride the waves
We can never be satisfied
and why should we fail to reconstruct?

My God, my All

Do you want to spend your life alone
Or could you try to step up and feel,
Yes, feel the fire like it's meant to be
Meant to warm you up 'till it hurts.

Have you ever had your fill of life?
Or you just felt every single pain
That brought you down, down
And you never felt what's good

Now is the time to let yourself out
Into the wonderful world,
You can just get lost in it,
Now don't be scared, He's with you.