Billie Holiday - Gloomy Sunday (1941)

I stopped to think why on earth am I here for? Why in this world should we cry out for things we don't have? Are we really that disintegrated with reality? Doing things for the sake of money, for power and for freedom. We may not care so much about the consequences, but we're sure to reap what we sow, or just take anything that results in our inactions. We see things on the outside and pretend we didn't notice our own.

Tom Odell - Another Love (Zwette Edit)

on my way to angeles city to have an online english class with koreans...

Ferosity

In time, bits of goodness will be available to us Producing an explosive release for mankind NO one knows who or why it happens We just let it, like a snake uncoiling Making us reach higher grounds Away from this killer hole What have we done? I never knew I'd chase it down We go down down down Into flames of perversion You are not a device I can use TO make this head function There may be a bit of scarcity Of communication of all sorts But I know love will suffice Longer than anything in this world

painstaking love (peace without love is dead)

Tell me if you'll be leaving soon I'll prepare the tears I'll cry 'Coz they'll never come , no not tomorrow You were never there, so why why should we try When all we are is a still drawing Please, don't make me blind YOu'll never make me eat out of your palm Even if you've served up my favorite. We were so close to reaching the top Then you sprang up aching to be pampered Said I couldn't be the one to satisfy Incessant needs, like a heart needs air supply. Yes, I've come to a boiling point I've never been so hot and piercing before. So why bother cooling me down No, you're not why this is so You're not my source of heat Even if I burn up I'll never burn out.

Panicking martyr

Look, look look at you An obvious dreamer Lucid as a businessman WOn't you take me high High, high, high Up in the sky AImless, but with courage IF youmust soar on wings Mke your flight count YOu, you carefree you DOn't you stop dreaming! See see see the flawless wonders YOu don't have to ponder Why you care too much and how deep YOur love is for the world, and it pierces Innate possibilities abide because of love. Love is not going to break you It can make you but you need the pain.

wrestling with a serpent

I'm strong and so are you! How could you be so unamazed When all of this means scarcity in the form of lust I'm not my whole self, the way I was before Before when I myself succumbed to my foe My foe my foe, who is my foe? NO one, you're not fighting anything.

disfunctional

I saw no one except me, falling through a bottomless pit, scared as a scaredy cat I am alone, as always, uninterested in others so I stare blindly. My life won’t be complete without failure even if it hurts SO I better keep a head high if I want to survive this world I’m too lazy to be dysfunctional and too dysfunctional to be lazy. How on earth am I supposed to care? By being true to myself. How on earth am I supposed to share? By infiltrating honesty.